This isn't bout what I'm wearing tonight. This is just bout how I'm feeling right now. No one will probably get it and that is okay. Sometimes I don't know what to make of anything.
I feel like no matter what I do, I just hurt tonight. I am tired of holding it together and being strong. I'm tired of wanting. I'm tired of being the girl but never the it girl. I'm tired of just feeling that to the outside world, I'm put together when in reality if you peel off the masks, I'm bruised and I'm falling apart. I'm broken. I hurt. I ache. I'm black and blue.
Tonight I'm tired of whispering the words, "I'm fine" when I'm really not. Not even close.
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