Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Newness that makes me squeal

I'll admit it, yep I squealed at the offline when I got this group gift.  I knew it wasn't going to disappoint before I even saw the notecard or the item on me.  Of course I was right.  And not only was there one color but five.

Maybe a piece of me was excited that Ali had released some yummy sexy goodness and a girl could hope more is coming (hint, hint Ali....we want more).  If you haven't ever been or if for some crazy reason you haven't smacked the subscriber at Insatiable Fashions, get over there.  The gift will be in the history for a bit.  Of course while you're there, make sure to look around...it's good stuff.


Get the Look:
Lingerie: {IF} : Leopard-Grey (Group Gift)
Boots: [GOS] : MESH Triumph Boots-Red ( Festival of Sin Item)
Tattoo: Endless Pain : Pure Sin
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: Poetic Colors : Last Light-Medium
Hair: Exile : Rivers Run-Sable
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-14
Pose: Glitterati : Lockdown


She's like a star




Get the Look:
Lingerie: Kyoot : Little Ache-White ( Festival of Sin Item)
Feet: Maitreya : Bare Feet
Tattoo: S (and) P : You are my star
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: Poetic Colors : Last Light-Medium
Hair: LeLutka : Drew-Coffee Brown
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-14
Pose: VP-Posepipe (store closed)

Listening to: She's like a star by Taio Cruz

Monday, February 20, 2012

Birthday Girl

My birthday may almost be over but that doesn't mean that the fun has to be.  I've had an amazing birthday weekend...followed by an magnificently wonderful day today which included some shopping.

Who knew turning 30 was going to be so fun?? 

I've been watching the sneak peak pictures for items from the Festival of Sin and with every one, I've been getting more and more excited.  Finally, it opened on the 18th.  I got to sneak in tonight for a bit.  Just long enough to get a few things that I wanted until I could get back to see what else I wanted.

  I am wearing the new Triumph boots from GOS, I fatpacked them but the exclusive color for the fair is red.  I'm really not sure these are coming off my feet anytime soon.  Also, aDORKable's poses at the fair are so sexy and adorable...who doesn't love naked poses.  I can't wait to try the other set of poses from aDORKable. *wink*


Get the Look:

Boots: [GOS] : MESH Triumph Boots-Pink (Festival of Sin Item--Red Boots)
Piercing: Pekka : Fidelity
Tattoo: Pekka : Taken
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: Poetic Colors : Last Light-Medium
Hair: Magika : Safe 01
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-14
Pose: aDORKable : Touch Me 1 (Festival of Sin Item)
Standing in: Glitterati : Hallway


Monday, February 13, 2012

Valentine

You're all I need 
My love, my valentine....



Get the Look:

Dress: coldLogic : Valentine Gift
Piercing: Pekka : Fidelity
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: Plastik : Haunt Collection-Frot
Hair: Shag : Army of me-Chocolate
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-15
Pose: Glitterati : Formality 2-8

Listening to: My Valentine-Martina McBride




Sunday, February 12, 2012

Tonight

Baby, tonight's the night I let you know
Baby, tonight's the night we lose control


Get the look:

Dress: T.Whore : Push Up Dress-Black (new item)
Shoes: Hucci : Choose Love Pumps-Sugarwalls Zebra ( Dressing Room Item)
Piercing: Pekka : Fidelity
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: LINC : Steel Blue
Hair: Exile : Rivers Run-Swiss (new item)
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-`4
Pose: Olive Juice: LookBook Pt 5-Causal 4

Listening to: Tonight by John Legend

Saturday, February 11, 2012

I belong to you.


I've been to the bottom, Now I'm back on top.
When I'm feelin' the rhythm as we start to rock,
When ya get down to it, I belong to you.
Though I'm not afraid to let it show.
I'll tell the world, 
I want everyone to know,
There's nobody that does
Me like you do.
All of my love is yours tonight.





Get the look:
Dress: d.select : Long Winter Sweater-Grey Diamonds
Tights: fri.day : Opaque.Stockings-Black
Piercing: Pekka : Fidelity
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: LINC : Steel Blue
Hair: Truth : Astrid-Espresso
Skin: Belleza : Elle BR Med-`4
Pose: Diesel Works :  PolyWall v.2012

Listening to: I Belong to You by Whitney Houston

Roses

Grow me a garden of roses
Paint me the colors of sky and rain
Teach me to speak with their voices
Show me the way and I'll try again



Get the Look:

Outfit:  Paradisis : A Valentine's Day Outfit
Piercing: Pekka : Fidelity
Makeup: Plastik : Ataciara Makeup-Dark
Eyes: LINC : Steel Blue
Hair: Truth : Fiona-Espresso
Skin: League : Amber-Suntan Smoky
PoseGlitterati : Long Hair 3-1

Friday, February 3, 2012

Letting Go

The hurt.  It's suffocating.  

The pain....the lies....it ripped through my being so fast.  I was numb.  I don't have the physical scars but they are there.  It's like I've been beaten, it's like I've been left in a pile of bruises and tears.  Everything was black for a moment and I realized what was happening....Promises became just words.  Actions suddenly screamed to me.  Everything that was hidden was suddenly brought into the light.  There was no backing out of what was unfolding.

So I gazed into that reflection, I saw the face that stared back at me.  

I didn't recognize me.  I was in so much hurt.  I ached and I cried.  I became angry.  I searched for answers even though I knew that regardless it wasn't going to lessen any of the pain that broke at my heart.  


And then I realized this....I had to make a decision, no one else could make this for me......

So I am letting go....I'm not giving into defeat.  I'm not failing.  I'm just surrendering and letting go so that I can heal.  I want to be whole again.  I can't keep holding on if what I am trying to hold onto is slipping through my fingers.  This isn't me being bitter at the situation...I just need comfort and I need peace.

  I am taking the wheel for my life right now.  I am going to be in control of it.